why do one haf to go to such an extent to gain others attention? i reli dun understand.. i reli dun. it's reli sad tt i have lost faith in ur words. i dun think i believe in wad u say animore. when i saw u tt day, i m glad tt ur fine. but to think that those words r actually lies, i felt kinda betrayed. betrayed of my sympathy towards u. do u haf to gain moi attention using those means? i would haf liked u beta when u stop them though. now, i m utterly digusted. by u, by myself as well. for being stupid actually to haf believed u. call me cynical if u wan but i reli dunno if i should believe in ur words animore...

it's rainin now! i haf a feelin tt we r all gonna stay sheltered in e chalet if this continues. *crossin fingers hopin it doesnt happen. dun miss me pips! haha` i hope council retreat will turn out fun.. tt tupid twinnie.. supposed 2 send over e letter but din. BITE U ARZ!

sObs.. A4A ish goin 4 hikin 2day.. OPS! E RAIN..!! sumone tell me wad happened when i cum back ya? i miss ya guys alot!