hey halu san.. thanks alot 4 e tags.. i m missin u already.. how? keke` btw, ur tag.. dun f him k? not worth it.. he's a jerk. lolx`

sometimes i wonder if i've changed too. haha` halu said i've changed to be more council-like. i wonder wad that means. gonna probe u about it if i have e chance.. hehe` it is depressing to see ur frens around u 2 change for the bad.. totally agree wif wad u tagged dear.. haiz... its jus.. sad...
i missed those times standing outside council room, waitin 4 assembly to start, tokin 2 mommy n cj.. those heart racin moments b4 assembly, holdin on to the announcement book. those days r pretty care-free for me. or should i say i dun bother about other things except moi council? its jus after mid-yrs tt i started mugging. gettin scared.. miss those crappy times we had, shoutin across class, sharin plys durin recess and being praised. yes.. things r reli different now. mr yeo's words haf set me in2 thinkin frm tt day. i m tryin.. i guess we reli are. i truly wish u guys try to understand us more.. lyk our teachers in e past.. i guess its jus cause we r frm e 'best' class in sch, thus gettin all e attention, class bondness n all. i c how the others felt now. those in n(a).. those in 4e4 perhaps.. and e rest. the things is that we were so satisfied with things around us that we usually dun c how the rest feel. i dunno wad i m gettin in2.. but.. i guess i haf onli seen the world lyk a rainbow. beautiful, perfect..

i guess i should stop sproutin vulgarities cause of wad he did. dunno how many vegetarian meals i'll haf to take cause of tt. lolx` okay.. but i m still pretty pissed about it. anyway..

i still remember the day ms ho came to our class and scolded us for nth. den she went lyk: i m sori.. but e last class pissed me off so i jus had 2 let off a little u noe? lolx` which is lyk so farnie la.. to cum to think of it now. and how i got to noe becca.. thank la dear.. i reminded u of ur pri sch choir conductor rite? lolx` and e times council spent stayin back in sch, esp e time we did e card for the SARS patient. and not forgettin the amazing 1st sight of the sch at nite after doin up e hall for our invest. endless to name out all.. but once amazing memories we had.. how i wish i can turn back the time..

i realised on wed that speakin to the teachers as a grad is reli different.. i lyk it more. lolx` anyway.. pray 4 a miracle to happen for moi chi test 2molow ya?

Summer Snow

It's summer snow in the deep blue sea
I try to touch but it fades away
It must be a dream
I will never get
Just like my love that
It's crying for you

If there were something not to change forever
We could feel it deep in our heart
Today is over with a million tears
Still everyone has a wish to live
Oh I do believe everlasting love
And destiny to meet you again
I feel a pain I can hardly stand
All I can do is loving you

It's summer snow in the deep blue sea
I try to touch but it fades away
It must be a dream
I will never get
Just like my love that
It's crying for you