demetra had a dream while she feel asleep on the sofa when she was supposedly to be takin a power nap this afternoon. it was reli scray. it was lyk everyone noes sumthin that she dun.. she felt.. lost...

maybe..

woke up wif a terrible headache and felt so guilty to haf fallen asleep n started smsin e whole world(okay.. Exaggerating again..) to find if its okay.. *shake head.. cant stand moiself. dunno wad's wif me these days..

the house is kinda empty now wif moi mom n dad asleep and bro out. and even moi frens on msn r leavin.. the only sound that can be heard is just e fan buzzing noisy behind me and not forgettin moi loud typins made. feel thirsty, but dun feel lyk walkin, to haf to switch on the kitchen lights, bypassing the empty hallway(dinner table). becca said b4, night's depressing. i wonder if its jus me pmsin or depressed or jus plainin thinkin too much-okay.. u can count tt depressed too, rite? wadeva..

went tru jo's blog jus now n felt happi 4 her. i miss e muskies terribly!!! i m honoured to say that this is the(roughly) 9th year we've known each other. cHeErs* impromtu, but i think i've neglected moi diary. i m reli sorry uncle chim. will make it up to u de.. treat me pasta 1st? lolx` i miss u too!!!

i m goin suntannin wif xj n yz 2molow.. so happi!! i wanna be tanned!!! *pray 4 blastin sun 2molow.. lolx`