dinner today was yet another one filled with thoughts. a happy, old couple was sitting near us, chatting and lookin contented with each other's presence. i was wondering if every couple could be lyk them. comparing to the quiet dinner table that i came across last nite, wouldn't life be more blissful when the couple enjoy each other's company? with no betrayal, with loyalty, with encouragment, with love..

i m reli thinkin 2 much.. ought to stop tt... seriously, i dun feel good now.. . 2molow MUS go sch.. cant 'pang se' daddy.. but i m reli afraid le.. that moi clothes wun turn out okay, that i would fumble even its e 1st rehearsal n that everythin would turn out wrong cause of me.. arUgh`

still... daddy's philosophy: search for a light, even a glimmer and follow it. hope i'll find e light soon.. perhaps on wed i guess, when i meet up wif xj, yz and gang.. perhaps things will make a turn...

maybe...