why does one have to feign happiness? when everything in the world goes wrong and your mind turns into a sky of darkness. when it's a thunderstorm outside your window but you would smile and and believe that the rainbow will be out after this. u noe e exact truth. u noe that there would be no rainbows. the storm would just end and everything and everyone would resume to whatever they were doing before the storm. no one would stop and ask u why r u still staring at the sky.. no... they would jus move on and the world will keep going. why are we workin so hard when we all know that we are goin to die sumday? friends might be there to listen to u trash ur feelings out. but does it reli ease the pain in ur heart?(becca, thanks alot 4 listenin.. i m not complainin. its jus that... i dunno how 2 explain...) i have yet to find a solution 2 heal moiself... jus not yet.. but reli... thanks alot.. i appreciated it...i noe i told u before... 2molow will be another day. but i noe in actual fact, jus by reli smiling and getting on with life would take me sum time. but yeah... i m so gonna do that. cause i m typical S in e DISC personality test, remember? i haf bought this to myself i guess. i was thinkin about it.. and it jus happened. aching pain, lonely night. where is everyone when u need someone. its empty u noe.. i jus heaven find the way to heal one. because lets face the fact... the world wouldnt stop revolving because of you...