the intense heat was suffocating me.. it was hard to breathe.. i gasp for air. instead of taking in the oxygen i need, i started to cry. tears flowed down endlessly as i clenched my fist. it was the end of me, i predicted.. at that moment, someone reached over and pull me out from this nightmare...
lessons were the boring same old routine but still, i think i had a reli enjoyable day 2day. after sch, the usual gang of us(ollie, hui min, limin, siying, joshua, jeremy n macho panda) went over to jaime's house n watched dodgeball. it was a reli hilarious show. it was definitely a show not 2 be missed if u r looking 4 one 2 relieve stress. these days i've been reli down 2 moi work n i feel reli terrible. so dead stressed up. haiz... got moiself sick(sori A4A for the endless loud blowing of nose in class. jus a few more days k? haha..) den stared at the boys playing jaime's PS. e usual gang was always loud and never fails to bring up one's mood. u guys rock e world!!!
after which siying n i headed 4 J8. meeting becca, yz n xj there 2 celebrate serena's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, papa!!! i wish ya all de best in everything u do. while siying n i are shopping around, waiting 4 e pple we r both waiting 4, we chatted quite alot. siying ah gal.. jus wanna tell u i totally understand how u feel. but i guess we'll jus haf 2 let nature takes its course. we can make it no matter wad de.. =) we went to swensens to haf ice-creams after having our dinner in the food court. caught up wif the gang and had a reli great time. hung out till pple closin le den go. lolx.. and yup... thanks serena for paying 4 us. in e end, ish de bday gal payin our bill. hehe.. anyway, hope u lyk moi prezzie 4 u.. n also, thank 4 ur advice when we were heading home. but.. i guess i m currently still confused of wad i should do. wadeva it is.. still.. thanks alot 4 being there 4 me, 4 being moi fren..
whilse enjoying, u tend to 4go ur stress. now that i m sittin here, typin moi blog, i m actually pretty worried about moi common test coming up. i reli dunno wad 2 expect n how much i already know. i feel so behind in class, and i always question moiself if i reli can be able 2 make it.. so much so that i decided not to go 4 e parents day 2molow so i can sleep in a little later(eye bags r forming lor.. n tt stupid medicine is makin me feel so horrible n it doesnt help..) n study a little. we r having a 4e1 class gathering 2molow. which make me even more worried if i'll be able 2 make it. i hope i do.. i hope i can find the hole out of this nightmare soon...