there was two routes... one was a darker path. thunder roared n lightnin flashed. it was a hideous sight. the smell comin frm that path was unbearable too. the route was pitch dark. i started to back away.. frm moi view now, on the other path, a comfortin light of warmth embraced. soothin music comin frm it. it is the neverland that many have been searchin for. it is a place of hope. a place of love. the right path that many would choose to go too. i started towards the comfort zone in my life.. but was it really the right choice? wad was actually behind the darker path? is that path that i've choosen to continue the right one? or was it just a trap?
the jae was a long and tedious process. i nearly smashed moi com. in2 to when ramani came over to do up her applications too(n went home without applyin) c how terrible it was? anyway, moi day was spent filled with doubts. poly or jc? and in the end, i have chosen to go jc(cause moi mama said so. lolx~) i m reli scared i cant make it u noe. its lyk, i haf been an average student since young n i need 2 excel in order to stand a place in e unis. i reli hope i can make it. in the end, there was still 2 choices of polys in moi jae application.. let fate decide ba. i hope i can stay in nyjc though. i dunno y 2.. but i guess spendin moi 2 mths there, i feel kinda attached 2 ny le..
it was rainin heavily this mornin when moi mom woke me up. it was a great weather 4 sleepin lor. n i had that sudden urge not to go sch. but in e end, i still did. benfits of goin, there's actually not much teachin goin on in class 2day. i mean, wif everyone still decidin on where 2 go, who've got e heart to study? so our teachers jus weighed e pros n cons goin to jc or poly. which kinda made me think even further wad i wanted to do. but in the end, i still listened to moi mama. go jc. haha~ i hope i can reli make it tru moi 2 yrs in jc. i reli do. lyk i said, i aint no smart alec n i noe it would take me alot more 2 work on than some others. so yup.. give me ur blessings ya?